Monday, December 27, 2004

Tightrope Walker


Awoke today with nothing to say, nothing to do but talk to you. Where did you go? I walk to the lake but you’re not there, I miss your stare and warm embrace, I miss your face. If only I could get back to you, it would put my mind at ease. I remember the day you walked away, where did you go?

All my life I’ve been chasing shadows in the dark. Searching for something that had no identity or shape, intangible. Fleeting moments pass through me when I can taste it, feel it. I salivate and take a whiff of the sweet smells that float through the air, savor the scent, take note of my surroundings and state of mind. Then I blink, and as quickly as it arrives it is gone. These moments do not behave within the bounds of linear, temporal perception of time; nor do they exclude the sense of motion that accompanies our everyday life. Consciousness is expansive and inclusive, broad and far reaching. I sense the upward axis on the temporal plane that is available to us if we let go.

I know that one day I will find it. I don’t know when but I’ve felt it in my stomach, a harbinger of the moment, a preview of what is to come. Until then I continue to look without regard for what the search means to the structure and sanity of my daily life. Any clue is pursued; any feeling is explored and felt to its fullest extent t in order to determine its relevance. It is stressful at times, teetering on the brink of madness as I wonder if it’s all worth it or even if I am sane enough to judge the veracity of the path I have followed thus far.

Some mornings I wake up with an inexplicable sorrow washing over me. I feel like screaming until I can’t anymore, screaming at nothing, shaking my fist at the universe. I know that it might make it feel better but it won’t make it go away so I never do. I remain, surrounded by clouds, shrouded in mist.

I have narrowed down the field a bit. I know many things it is not, but very few things it is. When I walk down the street, sometimes I see it in a stranger’s eyes. They are on the inside looking out at me, as I knock on the windowpane with a sense of urgency. I can see that they want desperately to help me, but their look says that only I can let myself in. They do not know where my key lies. No two paths are the same. Yet, there is only one path, the one that leads home, to the heart of the matter, and once I arrive we will all be there together, as if we never parted.

Monday, December 20, 2004

JL's Top 5 Albums of the Moment

Call this a sub-list of my current most frequently listened-to albums. The numbering positions are arbitrary and could be easily inverted on any given day, depending on my mood, with the exception of one, the ill'n new release by Medeski, Martin and Wood: “End of the World Party (just in case).”

Medeski, Martin and Wood – End of the World Party (just in case)


John Medeski’s peculiar organ arrangements and synthesizer use reflect smooth continuity within the music's structure, creating a more modern sound in comparison to other recent releases, such as The Dropper or Uninvisible. Commencing with scary, “mad scientist-esque" tunes, such as Anonymous Skulls and End of the World Party, the album eventually morphs into smooth, groove based tunes like Mami Gato. The trancey Midnight Poppies/Crooked Birds is reminiscent of the Beatles' Flying. End of the World Party's subliminal magnetism and solemnity rank this album as one of the best new releases in 2004. However, that is a discussion for another day.



Grant Green – Blues Break Beats



The 70's funk compilation remains a foundational cornerstone within modern funk. Smooth and succinct guitar riffs combined with an ear-appealing groove base yield a funky sound that's guaranteed to please any ear. The album begins with the quincentennial James Brown funk tune, Ain’t it Funky Now. Grant Green displays his up-beat lead guitar prowess in the sinfully funky percussion based tune Windjammer, and in his immensely successful original, Sookie Sookie. A must have for anyone who loves the funk.





Miles Davis - A Tribute to Jack Johnson




Another vivacious gem from one of the most influential jazz artist of all time. Davis' all-star band includes musical greats Herbie Hancock (keyboards), John McLaughlin (electric guitar), and Billy Cobham (drums). This electrified jazz album symbolizes the pride, independence and achievement of Davis' idol, boxer Jack Johnson. Providing everything from progressional blues-based to ambiguously transitional electric guitar riffs, this album combines guitar virtuoso John McLaughlin's dexterity with Davis' smooth, albeit tenacious horn sections.

Sound Tribe Sector 9 – 2004.06.17 Live at Mishawaka Amphitheater in Ft. Colins, Colorado

Sector 9's trancey ambiance and groove-based harmony come full circle in this outstanding show from summer 2004. Notable gems in the first set include the improvisation jam proceeding Frequencies 3, followed by an intense Kamuy segued into an eloquent Kaya. The second set is highlighted by the funky opener, Ramone and Emiglio, crowd-pleasing build up jam, Breathe-In, the heady segue into Move My Peeps, and finally, the high-energy encore, Inspire Strikes Back. This album aims to please even the most anal fan.

Moe. - Wormwood

Smooth, sexy guitar rifts fused with Moe's subconscious spontaneity instantly creates new music for the masses. Moe's feeble attempt to transcend live energy into a medium enjoyable by any fan is nothing short of successful. Recorded during the Summer 2002 tour and flavorfully remastered, Moe. has prosperously removed the proverbial “studio album” monkey from their backs. Crab Eyes, reminiscent of the Led Zeppelin classic Moby Dick, is one of many smooth, percussion-based, transitional tunes. Additionally formidable tracks include Wormwood, Okayalight, Bullet and Kyle's Song.


Other noteworthy albums include:

  • String Cheese Incident – 2004.10.23 Live at the Thomas Wolfe Auditorium in Asheville, NC
  • Miles Davis - On the Corner
  • Trey Anastasio - Plasma
  • John Scofield - Up All Night
  • Charlie Hunter - Friends Seen and Unseen

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Gotta jibboo and you keep on drinking too

“What Next?” I thought, as I entered the 131st (out of 131) grade into USC’s grade reporting system. Instantaneously, my agenda’s impending openness sent chills through my spine. Not to mimic Bill Walton’s commentary style, but What a Long Strange Trip this semester has been. So Many Roads traversed, often including more than a mere Touch of Grey, albeit with all Eyes of the World on me.



While reflecting upon the past semester, astoundingly I realized, “I’m going to New York City for New Years Eve!” And with the goal, of course, being the String Cheese Incident New Years Eve concert at Radio City Music Hall. As adrenaline coursed through my veins, memories of new years past abruptly entered my cranium. Specifically, my first attempt to see a concert in New York City on New Years Eve in 2002. Hard to believe almost two years have passed since Phish’s comeback performance at Madison Square Garden. The trip to New York City was nothing less than spectacular, including the unnecessary in-flight discussion regarding “banked landings” at La Guardia International Airport (Incidentally, I was the only one able to handle the landing without a ‘double Jack on the rocks’).



Unfortunately, the Midnight Hour was spent at the Garden Tavern with the other unfortunate, ticket-less phans. In fact, the tumultuous months leading up to this event are incomparable to the present. Absent is the Army of One approach toward ticket acquisition, and the subsequent recursive repercussions. No longer must I ask my friends and family to fill out a Phish Tickets by Mail request, hoping that one would actually be filled. In fact, when purchasing String Cheese tickets last fall, my biggest concern was obtaining floor seats! Oh, the times, they’re a changing.



While acquiring New Year’s tickets was first and foremost on my mind two years ago, nothing could dispel the unequivocal hype surrounding Phish’s first show in two years. The internet was teeming with Phish discussion and analysis, as anxious phans longed to Bounce Around the Room once again. While mimicking the image in whose radiance I bask, psychedelic dreams contemplating the central theme to this everlasting spoof filled my nights. Ahh, the good ol’ days.



Fast-forward two years into the anomalous post-Phish era. Despite the absence of ticket mongering and outlandish pre-game hype, this trip lacks a common trait found within any past Phish trip: the euphoric camaraderie of friends. However, several months ago, I made the conscious decision to imbibe this experience distinctly, by implementing a positive, albeit realistic, framework for enjoying future shows, sans Phish.



I can almost taste the Group Hoot.

Friday, December 17, 2004

a cold maine morning

soft nose whistles,
whispers smoke wisps
through freezing morning air.
turn key belt whines
while gears shift,
tire crushing snow drifts,
click as radio
fuzz crescendos, cadences,
mezzo forte plateau.
unfortunate destination
leads to mental segregation,
i arrive already,
body must catch up.


Friday, December 10, 2004

Burden of Proof in Employment Discriminaton Cases

The burden of proof in employment discrimination cases generally lies on the complainant, but when a complainant meets its prima facie case for discrimination, the burden then shifts to the employer to show a non-discriminatory reason for its actions.

There are two main kinds of discrimination cases – disparate treatment and disparate impact. A claim for disparate treatment is that an employer based a decision on prohibited factors and evidence of discriminatory intent is offered. Most employment discrimination cases involve disparate treatment – where a member or members of a protected class are treated differently due to that specific protected status – and the various burdens of proof to be discussed relate to these types of claims. Disparate impact claims are rare and involve charges that the employer’s policies, while not openly or intentionally discriminatory, have an effect of excluded people of a protected class. The proof here is a statistical analysis of the policy’s effects, and mathematical attempt to determine the probability that the imbalance of the workforce was actually caused by that policy and not by chance. For example, a complainant of disparate impact trying to show a racial imbalance of the workforce would need to show that (1) the workforce’s racial composition does not match the qualified labor pool (of applicants or available employees), and (2) that the racial disparity was caused by specific employment practices.

Federal anti-discrimination statutes like the Americans with Disabilities Act ("ADA"), Title VII of the Civil Rights Act of 1964 ("Title VII"), and the Age Discrimination in Employment Act ("ADEA"), cover only those employment decisions based on the enumerated characteristics – race, gender, religion, national origin, age, and disability – and not others that are not usually considered constitutionally protected classes. These statutes do not cover characteristics that may seem equally immutable such as homosexuality / sexual orientation, physical attractiveness, difficult personality, socioeconomic class, etc. The laws cover not only hiring and firing decisions, but also treatment and promotion decisions toward existing employees.
If an applicant was not selected for a position she believes she was most qualified for, and she believed she was no selected due to her sex, national origin, race, and disability, she could file a claim at the EEOC, the executive agency that enforces federal discrimination statutes. Under Title VII, such a Complainant may establish a prima facie case of race, color, age, and sex discrimination regarding a non-selection by showing that: (1) she belongs to a protected group; (2) she applied for and was qualified for the position; (3) she was not selected; and (4) a person who was not a member of her protected group was selected. Bass v. Department of Justice, EEOC 01945322 (Oct. 6, 1995).

The standard of proof for a race, age, or gender-based discrimination complaint also requires that Complainant to prove that her race, age, or gender was a "determinative factor" in the agency's decision to take action against her. Hazen Paper Co. v. Briggins, 507 U.S. 607 at 610-611(1993) "[W]hatever the employer’s decision making process, a disparate treatment claim cannot succeed unless the employee's protected trait actually played a role in that process and had a determinative influence on the outcome." Id.

A complainant alleging disparate treatment must first prove by a preponderance of the evidence a prima facie case of discrimination. McDonnell Douglas Corp. v. Green, 411 U.S. 792, 802 (1973); Texas Department of Community Affairs v. Burdine, 450 U.S. 248, 253 (1981). If this burden is met, the burden of production then shifts to the Agency to articulate a legitimate, non-discriminatory reason for its challenged action. Burdine, 450 U.S. at 254. For example, in a non-selection case, an employer was able to show documents from the interview process which ranked candidates according to their performance during the interview process and the Complainant was ranked third out of five candidates.

When the employer is able to show a legitimate non-discriminatory reason for its decision, the burden shifts back to the complainant to show that the employer’s reason is pretextual. St. Mary’s Honor Center v. Hicks, 509 U.S. 502 (1993). This means that the applicant or employee must show that even though the employer has provided an non-discriminatory reason, the reason that they have given is pretend and only being used to cover up their actually discriminatory reason. Pretext arguments are very hard to make and very difficult to prove. A complainant would almost have to present a "smoking gun", like an email from one manager to another, and even then it would need to be pretty specific with respect to their plans to take action against an employee or applicant based on his or her protected status.

Absent direct evidence, it is appropriate to apply the McDonnell Douglas analysis, restated in Burdine. Courts have recognized that the model for establishing a prima face case is flexible. McDonnell Douglas, 411 U.S. at 802, n 13.

Employment discrimination complainants may also bring claims of reprisal or retaliation. In order to establish a prima facie case of reprisal, Complainant must show that: (1) she engaged in protected activity under Title VII; (2) the agency was aware of the protected activity; (3) Complainant was subsequently subjected to adverse action by the agency; and (4) absent other evidence tending to establish retaliatory motivation, the adverse treatment followed the protected activity within such a short period of time that retaliatory motivation can be inferred. Hochstadt v. Worcester Foundation for Experimental Biology, 425 F. Supp. 318, 324 (D. Mass.), aff'd, 545 F.2d 222 (1st Cir. 1976). Complainant must also show that the relevant management official taking the adverse action was aware of the protected activity. Failure of Complainant to establish this fact is a failure to establish a prima facie case. Peltier v. Secretary of Treasury, EEOC Appeal No. 01983060, (2001). Protected activity might be whistle-blowing (for example, in a financial situations where an employee finds a discrepancy in accounting), or other claims of discrimination or harassment (such as an employee in a wheel-chair who has repeatedly asked for the management to install accessible ramps, an employee who has made sexual harassment claims, or an employee who is hearing impaired being denied an ASL interpreter).

A complainant must meet the four requirements to establish a prima facie case for reprisal, and even if she has established that an employer was aware of her protected activity, courts have uniformly held that in order to establish causality between such activity and an adverse employment action, the temporal proximity must be "very close". O’Neal v. Ferguson Constr. Co., 237 F.3d 1248, 1253 (C.A.10 2001). See also Richmond v. ONEOK, Inc., 120 F.3d 205, 209 (C.A.10 1997) (3-month proximity insufficient); Hughes v. Derwinski, 967 F.2d 1168, 1174-75 (C.A.7 1992) (4-month proximity insufficient). "Action taken twenty months after [protected activity] suggests no causality at all." Clark County School Dist. v. Breeden, 121 S. Ct. 1508, 1511 (2001). In a case at the EEOC, because a complainant’s protected activity occurred in January of 2001 and her non-selection for two different positions occurred two-and-a-half years later in June of 2003, she was found to have failed to establish that her non-selection followed within a short period of time.

The ultimate burden of persuasion remains with complainant on the issue of discrimination. Burdine, 450 U.S. at 256; Board of Trustees of Keene State College v. Sweeney, 439 U.S. 24, 25 (1978). This burden must be met by a preponderance of the evidence. Id. Then everyone lives happily ever after. Amen.